In coming papers

Been having this song ringing in the inner skull of my brains. Not to

sure why but it sure is a nice song to be listening to.

2 more wkends have gone by.. Seems like the old birds are getting

on with the games of drinking and getting trashed at their games.

if you know what i mean then good, else its not for you! Anyway,

test are coming once again. Law, systems and then met.. Its

time to get cracking with the books. But first, drinking on wkends

have prove to be good with the idea of it not being at our home,

cleaning up has been juz cleaning up. hahaha... but its all good

to start with..

Had a welcoming celebration for the Msy 54 at aeroclub the

wkend juz pass. It was a massive turn out and it actually bring

back memories of back in airforce where everyone juz come

out from the study hole and mingle around with the instructors

and everyone possible. Drinking, BBQ food and of coz the usual

sillyness of everyone possible. haha.. Tom and his leg wrestle,

Msy 54 guys manning the BBq station and serving some

awesome BBQ food.. Its all good till guys get drunk and do

silly stuff.. oh well, we are humans after all.. Interesting fren met

in Msy 54 was San San.. She is a malaysian who has spend

5 years in NZ and juz decided to transfer over to ATPL after

doing 4 years or so on vet nurse.. Interesting swop on that.

Tomboy appearance, doesn`t really drink and speak like a true

asian in most cases in english only. haha.. She had said

something which will pretty much stay in the hus of Clearview

for a long while.. haha..

Party at east street and town was pretty cool.. Had loads of fun

and some fresh party ppl joining us on our entourage to town.

Point to note: Joyce cannot dance for nuts and she is extremely

tickle-lish. Amy is the act cool kina person on the dance floor and

Jac is gone in 2 bottles.. hahaha.. Facts of our life isn`t it.. Get to

find out more abt our new fren joyce tis wkend. She doesn`t drink

to begin with and have nv really club even in singapore. Gets high

on red bull as it give her "wings" to fly i guess and when the highness

disappear, she crashes. haha... I wld say its a pretty fun nite to start

with! no issues or whatsoever...

Gona hit the sack now.. Gona be an interesting wk to start with..

After a couple of wks

Juz had a walk around the block. around 5.37km for less then an hour. Been awhile since we last walk. Had some reacquiring ankle problems bothering my movement, but all seems well now. At least that is the happenings around my ankle.

Quite abit have happen since the last blog update. Chinese new year happened on the 14th of Feb which is also valentine's day. Auntie Lim went over to Aussie land to celebrate CNY with her family. Lotsa makan session going around and hus visit with Amy's and Paul's baby first month. Merlion club first gather and classes...

Auntie was plan on a trip to Aussie land to celebrate CNY with her family, specially when her brother is there on studies. A wk clear of someone knocking on the door in the morning and waking up suresh to ask him to go run. Point to Note: Aunite dun run, she juz wake suresh up to ask him to go do his run. hahaha.... But other then that, she was kina missed at home, with her gone, the hus became much quieter. hehe..

My chinese new year dinner was with lionel only since the rest of the 2 guys were working and getting busy.. well, at least there was tasty chicken soup from Bean Cafe.. Yummy.. Then the next best thing for chinese new year was going to Amy's place (bean cafe's HQ) for visiting.. Cookies and goodies come pouring out of the containers.. It was my best nite ever with all the chinese cookies which i have been dreaming abt. They can really bake and cook... How i wish i have that kina skill..

Part 2 of chinese new year visit was at Paul's place. He is the mechanic that most of the singaporeans in palmy goes to. Nice guy and his wife is a singaporean. They have a son who was celebrating his first month on earth as well.. lots of makan again. By uncle Patrick from Mana Kitchen. I miss singapore food.. Thanx for having Mana Kitchen...

Classes has been up beating with having classes on most of the morning and chilax in the afternoon. Thereafter, test and exams start pouring in throu' the next few wks.. Never a breaking moment to catch some breather.. Never fail to look forward to flying wk.

Had a couple of full sports day on mid Feb flying wk.. Was nuthing but badminton and soccer.. Those were the days where sweat juz run off my face. haha.. need that to keep running.. Need to to keep running, sports and sweating it out!

Merlion Club first meet up was on last wkend. Not to bad a turn out with most of the ppl covered were seniors. but never the less, always good to meet some friends here and there.. Had a pretty bad wasted nite the nite before. Was fun to start with but not to cool the next day as i strengthen my abs by turning my tummy inside out the whole morning.. drit.. well, haven't got soo wasted since 1 year 7 months ago..

Its been a while since i wrote my blog, better start something before it turn into a monthly affair..

Couple of wks past..

Its been awhile since i last wrote on my blog.. Been really busi with things and information floating in from all directions.

Sch sort of started in proper with waking up at 8am on some days and most at 9.30am.. Getting my ass to class and sitting throu the lesson is no joke.. But thats how life is.. 3 Main flying papers for me due CPL nav was unsuccessful back then.. Sianz.. Doing papers that i have already passed is really getting on my nerve sometimes. But well, its kina fun to get back to class again.. reading up the information printed on the A4 paper and making sense of how i can apply it in flight. Hope i wld Ace these papers as well, like i did before..

Sims are coming along with the idea of completing Sim check 1 asap. Then after will be conversion to the new aircrafts.. DA-40s... Rumor has it that there are currently heaps of problem lingering in the bay of that aircraft. Hasn`t even been a year yet and the problems are surfacing. I wonder how it wld be when the new class comes in and leave their prints on them. and btw, Msy 54 is huge.. There is like 30 odd close to 40 students in that class.. What is massey thinking? There is gona be a planning problem, currency problem and maybe some body bags will be issued.. oh boy...

Haven't been doing much of work out due sch time and bored time.. The laziness have finally step in and the wanting to juz step back and watch movie at home is juz soo soo good.. But nevertheless, we manage to get some walking and jogging done couple of days in a row and badminton is still as good.. But the problem is, I broke my string..

Weird story abt that, Suresh broke his racket into two, follow by me breaking my string on my nano fire and lastly Lionel follow suit on the broken string.. What a series of events.. But things dun always go down hill, suresh got a new racket throu the warranty from Rabel sports. Lionel's and my rackets are being re-string as per 5 hours ago and will be ready for collection by lunch tml.. Time to get back the fire on the racket and set some "cocks" on fire.. haha.. and re-stringing cost alot in NZ.. its like $35 Nz juz to string it up.. whats with that.. crap...

Juz got a check on my car and it will cost $770 just to get it repair! Apparently, some sus. bushes and arms are broken and if it had break when i was driving, i wld be in heaven by now.. Hai.. Issues never seems to stop when times are good.. Well, i guess all i can do is to guard my heart and pray to God and ask him to fill me in on areas that i`m lack in, finance wise, luck wise or even ppl wise..

Been receiving some daily words from New creation church newsletter thingy. It has brighten my day somehow as it provided me with some words of wisdom.. Like the recent one which tells me of the power of words and how i speak them into my life. We are fast in condemning our life and life of ppl around us that we dun realise that its just as easy to bring live into our lifes and others.. Its the power of our words and how we take them.. Seems easy enough!

“In the name of Jesus, I command blessings, favor, health, prosperity, protection, dominion and power to fill my life!” Amen....

Green Day literally

Its been awhile since i got back to palmy! to be exact its 5days and 3 hours counting.. Not being an idiot but juz felt that time is multiplying unknowingly! Hope it multiply more when i`m in singapore..

Couple of things have gone by, like Sonny's birthday celebration with guys from Roy st. at Lone Star. The food and company was gr8.. Ribs, steaks, chickens and not forgetting, getting the birthday boy tipsy.. I believe everyone did a good job in that, at least he was high even before having his proper meal. No fault intended, but oh well...

Had been walking almost on every evening to get the body moving.. It feels like a hus affair as everyone in the hus gets on their feet and walk as one. Went down for a pretty long one some time back, guess was around 5 km and we had some soccer time at roy st backyard. Then another juz around to the airport which shld be around 2.8km. The sunset on both days were beautiful.. as the sun sets away beyond the horizon and the moon and stars form up in line to brighten the night sky! Hardly see such sights in singapore..

Back to the badminton court today since the last played late last year.. This time, we were prepared with personal rackets and shuttlecock. Took some time to get use to the racket and the game play! but it was gr8 sweating out and playing non stop for 2 hours.. jumping around.. dashing up n down and laughing n joking with one another. Thanx Jacinta for the gr8 time and for booking the courts.. This shall be our routine workout.. Shld call more ppl to get a bigger game play!..

Green day it was for our hus walking session. Walked down to Pak n Save which was abt 10 ish km from home. Abt 2 hours plus minus walk non stop.. Mission was to go and grab some drinks, fruits and prawns for lunch/dinner tml.. Armed with a backpack, handphones and wallets. We made our way throu the hospital, husing areas and town. but lots of laughter and information shared around the hus mates.. This is a gr8 bonding time that the guys came up with.. Well, at least we are sharing information and getting to know each other better... Lionel was the chief for the day, as he was on the phone with Germs as we exit off the hus..

Here goes another day.. How i wish time wld fly faster! (On normal days at least)

This make the end of my holidays..

14th of Jan marks the end of my holiday in Singapore as i depart back to Palmy via Christchurch n Wellington.

The unwillingness to leave home seems to swell up faster then the other times when i gone back. Brothers and sisters came down to send me off at the airport as well as close frens! Started to missed my parents the moment i step throu' the gate towards the immigration officer.

This trip home sort of sort out most of my depressed emotion as well as straightening me up on what is it in my interesting life. Having the opportunity to widen my circle of friends and as well as forming a deeper bonds with current brothers and sisters. As cliques as it may seems, tough time brings ppl together as well as show us who are the real bros and sis we really have around us!

The Lagoonah family will be going throu' quite abit of changes this year with couple of us going overseas, nigel and deb tying the knot with their wedding on 010111.. Can't wait for that day to celebrate with my bro and sis.. Kina see them get together on that faithful day at Attica.. The interesting dance move that nigel showed me with deb.. hmm.... Nicole will be embarking on her journey to sydney to further her studies for a couple of years then to new york much ltr. Baby sis of the family is finally leaving home to pursue her dreams. Can`t wait to meet her up for some skiing or juz chilling with some drinks. Jack will be going into Airforce for his go in being the RSAF pilot! All the best and i pray for his safety and may he njoy his time in training.. I believe Eve will be there no matter what for jack.. Fir, is having his fight at work as he work his hardest to see his company get back on the safe track. Overwork and under paid, but full of passion and compassion.. Shyanne is having a fantastic time with her hubby and as well as njoying herself in the family gathering. Last but not least, Audie going on with her seafood pasta.. Wonder when will we get to see her in person..

Spend quite abit of my time with my baby cousin tis time round. Its been fun connecting with christine and understanding more of my little dear girl. We dun have to be direct blood related to show brotherly or sisterly love for one another. This is what i call family love; Care and Concern, Love and Protect. No matter what happen, these are the ppl we can fall back on when all darkness seems to engulf us within.

Also spend more time with my poly brothers and glad to see that everyone is moving into what they have been working soo hard for the passed few years in uni. Njoying life and as well as having a tast of working life in it simplest. Next wld be seeing them getting married! Think Raja will have to organise more events with safra SDU to widen the circle n as well as networking. Praying for good news to come year end!

Have a awesome time in SP camps and events. Met with loads of new frens and as well as old ones. Interesting character there is in the group n everyone is focus in their task given. Great ppl to work with.. Cld never as for any different.. Hope to work with them some how in the future.. More camps if my bone can carry! G.O.O.D.J.O.B! Goodjob!! Goodjob!!

Realize how messed up i was when i first got back to church.. Everything that lives in me seems to have crashed and burnt. Its definitely not a good thing. But nevertheless, a good church brings off the life in us and will always have a way to bring us back to where we shld be. With wonderful caregroup and brothers alike like Kelvin n Joab, to put be back on the right path. Life always seem brighter. I thank the Lord for giving me these wonderful ppl in my life that i may not turn into the devil i am. Ladies in the caregroup were kind and supportive as well, not to sure why, but never really see such motivated and supportive group of girls before anywhere. Its truly God sent.. Amen...

Well, these are juz some of the interesting time i had.. words are juz words which can never express fully of the gratitude of how appreciative of what i have in singapore and the ppl, bros and sis i have!

Thank you for everything...

Some past are never bad..

Was packing my bag to head back to the land of rubbish.. As i was going trouble my cupboards and folders, I found some documents from sec school and poly days.

N Guess whatelse i have spotted?

This is a diary that was given to us to write while we are cadets in OCS.. Had 2 of it but the one for the Cadet Wing Commanders' need to be pass on to the next guy. So this is my personal copy of what goes on in my 10 months of training to be an officer.

Reading it brings back a nostalgic feeling that i couldn't explain. My english command wasn't that good at that point of time as i converse mostly in mandarin. Reading throu' the diary, i couldn't believe that i have actually graduate from sec sch and poly with acceptable grades. God so help me in this. Haha.. Word structure and sentence must have left me to die by myself. But nevertheless, the main idea was the thots and feelings i had during that period of time. It was never completed but the entry i made made me feel good that i was once an OCT of Charlie wing. Many events like live firing and lesson plans hook back the memories i had with all my brothers in arms. These are definitely good and simple time where our sole mission is to survive 10 months training and be a better person for the government and the sociality that we live in.

Wonder if my other brothers will have their books. Wld be interesting to see what were their feelings back then! Haha... (Maggie Mee Parade, Confinement for something we din really do, Taiwan, brunei, social nite, etc... hahaha)

The ending of 2009

Couple more hours to the end of 2009..

A year with lots of different memories and feeling.. There are horrible times n as well as time that is worth keeping in order for one to grow n be a better person.

A testimony to God:

In Nov 2008, i got into a bike accident and broke 4 of my left ribs, bleeding in my spleen, fracture my pelvis in 3 places and lost some feeling on the left potion of my body. The accident was deem a high velocity accident n was lucky that i was left alive. The price i paid to do something i like. Was told to have to stay in hospital for almost a month to fully recover and numerous physio in order walk again and get back home to palmy. The nite of this news in the ICU got be really lost and like a huge rock resting on me.. My beeper went off as i let out a cry to the lord in fear and pain and the nurse stand beside me to make sure the system dun crash or maybe juz incase i needed assistants. Days passed without me being able to get out of the bed. I fought to be discharged as soon as there is a possibility but the only recommendation term the doc can offer is that i have to WALK out of the place by my own, even if its on a clutch. In the coming days i did what i need to with the strength and wisdom from the Lord. In almost 14 days from the point of accident, i proved to the doc and physiotherapy that i can manage to WALK out of the hospital w the clutch. Its truly the grace of GOD that is with me throughout this period of time that gave me what most people needed in the longs time to recover. The Lord's favour have always been on me.. I thank the Lord.. Amen..

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Darkest times i had was in Palmy, with the recovery coming along. Love life was swaying in and out of my grasp. Studies got affected in one way or another but it was part and puzzle of life isn`t it? This relationship have turn me into the past demon as i am. The devil's blood once fill me with every single thots and believes and behaviors. I thot i will no long be able to walk out of it alive.. But the surprising thing was, i did! Number of sleepless nite have coz my body to overwork and hyper cells generated to keep going for hours and days like a energizer bunny. Time, frens and rite topic at times are impt to keep my sanity in check. I thank my brothers and sisters for understanding what had and have to happen.

Back in Singapore.. I tink this summer break that i`m having is kina different and interesting. Why? Becoz, this summer break, i have met up with a couple of brothers and sisters and as well as making lots and lots of new frens along the way. Meeting interesting ppl and forging new frenships. --

Did a camp for dunman sec recently and felt like my youth have sort of return back to me in full.. Love the idea of teach and guiding the younger generation and as well as seeing the ups and downs and nevertheless, the ugly looking T-shirt tan from walking and playing under the sun soo much! Will never forgo the outdoor life i have even when i`m older.. G.O.O.D.J.O.B.. Goodjob! Goodjob!!

Clubbing session was interesting as i got to see how singaporeans actually behave in clubs and as well as the whole package of doing to a club.. The que is horrible as you can take hours juz to get into Butter.. the dress sense of the current generation sort of got me confuse as to whether they know they are in singapore wearing thick jacket for guys and if the girls are parading their assets at the wrong time.. haha.. But maybe its in the name of good fun..

Never feel more alive in the couple of wks i have in singapore compare to the months i had in palmy.. Singapore to me, its really home. The good, the bad and the ugly of it spells out the uniqueness of home.

This is the last entry for 2009 and may 2010 be a better and blessed year for my family and myself! Brothers and Sisters alike be filled with unlimited health and blessing in whatever you guys are doing.. Always keep in touch n there is always a better tml.. Cheers...

Home note..

Been home for a couple of wks now..

How do i know i`m home? Like my previous post abt home.. Another note that i can make now, is when i`m sitting in a bar (Wala Walas) with the crowd all around, having my getting warm beer and a plate of chicken wings. Shirlyn n The Unxpected are playing on the stage with the crowd singing to every songs that is coming out of the speakers.. brothers and sisters chatting away abt work and life in general.. This is home for me.. hahaha.. Weird but it is true..

A wk plus and christmas is here..

Lots to do and lots to think abt!

Warm and hot and sticky day...

I have not seem to find a perfect time to link up with the weather in singapore and let her know that she need to cool off alit! Its still damn freaking hot in the middle of the nite down orchard rd..

We never know how much we have fallen till we turn back and see how high we were once before! So what can we do? Look upon and climb back up again.. Pray for strength and endurance that it will all be easier since you have done it before.. pray that this time round, there will be more support from around and the fall wun be the same way again.. Pray...

Finally back home...

Been back for awhile now...

Haven really consider myself back home till i have attended Church service and link up with all my brothers and sisters. Its an awesome feeling as these are the things that kept me sane and going during all the hardships that i had went through..

Church services was gr8 with being kina blur during the Gen Rav meeting at New creation church level 6. Still kina lost at what is Gen rav really.. Think they are consider the young adults and working class of the church. First few thing that came out of the pastor was abt looking for a life partner for this coming christmas. How i wish and pray if that was that easy. Interesting thing from the pastor was, in order to be fully out of one is to engage in another.. on certain level, that is kina try, provided you are not taking a rebounder. Well, wld be nice to spend christmas with someone i can really show my care and love for besides my family, brothers and sisters. Only if God is willing and if time is rite.. I will be ready for God to plant that seed in the heart and grow. Met up with the braddel care grp, din know the care grp that i one knew have split into 2 section. But we are still under the same church. soo its all good! Ladies from my CG are pretty as well.. haha... Had lunch with my brother and shared alot on what had happened over the past months. Time will tell lahz.. like Senson in his story, God have never left me and he will give back to me more folds then ever before.. Amen...

Meet the brothers and sis in arms for some awesome makan session at ECP.. gosh.. that place is warm ass even if its in the evening. Silly me for wearing a shirt, how wld i know even after a serious period of down pour, the heat still lingers around.. dank.. but the comforting thing wld be the food is still as good. stingray, bbq you tiao, some osyter in chill crab sauce, satay, sugar cane w lemon n some veges.. one of the best meal i ever had after coming back.. Nuthing beats the food in singapore.. This is home once again..

Think i wld seriously need to hit the gym and pool soon to burn of some energy and build back in shape alit to njoy more good food.. More to come with lots of interesting events coming my way.

Back on home ground...

Finally back on familiar grounds.. But kina got abit lost in the terminals as i come off the gates.. haha.. i blame it on the long period of time overseas.

Juz got back from NZ and went str8 to Bedok corner for some hokkien Mee and cheng teng. Its still good after soo long. Somethings dun change, which is awesome for me! Can`t wait to taste the rest of the food that i have been dreaming of.

Manage to link up with Shai and have a day event at fairway club. Haven`t been in the teambuilding event for the longest time. But it was an interesting day, catch with with some of the more familiar trainners and have a cute eye candy for the day! haha.. Good girls are worth looking at.

Clubs in singapore these days are filled with ppl, phuture was still having problems with its massive crowd and ppl fighting.. what a night. Will be going to Walas tonite.. hope its juz as fun..

Going home...

Couple more hours, i will be getting ready to change up and finalize my bags and document to leave this rubbish place for the year.. This will be the end of 2009 Palmy for me.. then a few more hours from that, i will be boarding a 777-300ER back to singapore.. Time to leave everything behind and leave. Yet there is something that i have not done.. Something that if i did, things will change drastically for me and ppl i know. Something that doesn`t have a good ring to it.. hmm...

Couple of hours to decide if its worth doing it. Life is an accident.. Sometimes things happened the way that is not planned!

Oh well, will be home soon to see my family and brothers and sisters..

One more wk to go...

Today, i kept my promise to a fren of mine.. I kept it to the very teeth of it. Am kina surprise that i`m able to keep if for the entire period of time. Almost had to break my leg to stop myself.. Anyway, there wun be a next time. Hopefully, God will show me an easier way to stop myself..

One more wk to home.. Kina do nuthing here in this rubbish land. Can`t believe that every freaking flight is full, even with the business class.. Why are there so many singaporeans in NZ? why are there so many people going to singapore during this period of time..? Why ?

Visit to Ohakea Airbase

Abt 30km north of Palmy is the base for 42SQN, 3rd SQN, PTS and some other SQN.. Its the home for most Kiwi pilot training ground.

This visit bring back memories..

Gone were the days when i was still a trainee in Singapore Air Force.. Flight suit, steel toe boots, patches, helmets and all that culture juz sink str8 in me. Ops, Planning room, Met brief in the morning, junior class doing the shit-est of jobs.. Last but not least, doing shouts at the mess and drinking all nite on the wkend with the instructors and crew.. It does spell out some wonderful time i use to have. At least it took some of my time away to think abt some stuff..

Sorting out the shit for next year, seems like it might not be easy for me as somethings wld juz stare back at you in your face. Can`t wait to get out of this course and head home. Its not the course that sat me back but the ppl that are in it! Its freaking disgusting and unreal at how human beings are sometimes..

The night is long and lonely..

12 more days and i will be on a flight home.. away from this rubbish place that only offer the saddest memories..

The more i know the more disappointing life is. Everything that i have ever known is nuthing more then juz simple lies.. The wait, the chase and all that talks abt being taken care of, is nuthing more then a lie to cover up the stupidity mind and not at all LOVE as we all want to know it. Rage will never want to go down no matter how crazy or demonic i beat myself in sports or training. The need to do something is juz a constant reminder of how rubbish and silly i was to believe that loving someone with all i have is enough to help take away all that is wrong.. The feeling of helplessness and loneliness juz feel the night sky with all this depressing notes.. I am not SAFE..

P.S: din mean to sound like that, but thats how life is and how things are going for me.. Will be fine, at least i have to be!

I thou` I could, but I couldn`t

I thou I could, but i couldn`t,

the believe of things will be fine, but it didn`t

exhausting out the energy that encompass in my body to stop me from thinking,

but it never leave my breathe and engulf my mind with thoughts everynite

I thou i could, but i couldn`t

walking down the endless path of no return i pray for the wind to bring my thoughts away,

but it did.. it brought back more memories and illustrated as the clouds flow pass.

I thou i could, but i couldn`t

as i see you once again on the road with another , i thou i cld say "hi",

but i didn`t, only disappointment and confusion rise up to my unbearable action of uncomforted.

This has to stop and this will stop... I thou i could, but i couldn`t...

Few more days and it will be the end of paper for this sem.. Soo need to go back singapore for some fresh air. At least,

maybe things will be easier for me to handle, then here is a little town of Palmy. 17 more day and maybe things will be better..

Maybe this is how i know, i`m a Singaporean..

A year of events...

Almost coming to an end for my 2nd year in Massey Uni, NZ. What a year full of ups and downs. Whole loads of crap that was thrown from everywhere. The good thing is tis year end, i`m not going home with another pair of clutches.

Finally done with all my Nav checks. Took me one whole year but well, at least its done.. Like CPT Ashok said, I`m juz in a zone of bad luck. Need to put that aside and move on. if i can`t, i will always be in it! Next up will be advance handling and sims for single engine. Got to finish my nite flight as well..

2 more mgmt papers to go and another 28 days to heading back to Singapore for awhile. Really miss home. With all these unmemorable hits keep poping through. Head banging, finger licking and gut filling Wala Wala and uXpected gig, here i come.

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"To forgive is the first step in healing" - The last Airbender: Ang

To forget, i can`t.

To forgive is for me to slowly let go till i can see no more

maybe one day i will be able to, maybe...

"Abba Father, I pray for strength to forgive and forget.

I pray for your blessing to take me throu' this as i let go,

you will step in to make all things better!

Father in heaven, i have nothing to give but my sins and unhappiness.

Pray for me and show me the light.. Amen.."

The memories of it all comes back with the sting

Its been ages still i touch my blog and sorrie all who are always reading my updates. I`m sorrie for not writing for the past 6 months and sorrie for no checking in on you guys. Really have been on a rollercoaster ride throu the valley of disappointment to the cliff of happiness...

Anyway, i`m back and will try to stay longer this time round.

Exams are coming up on early next month; time to start doing past papers and reading up on airline stuff.. Flight test will need to happen as well, but weather in palmy is really shit with cloud base as low as 600 feet overcast. Sianz...

Will be coming home soon.. Kina miss Singapore and the friends that have always been there for me. Was speaking to a lady at the pharmacy tis afternoon and much to my surprise, she was from Singapore. She migrated to NZ after marrying an English guy and had 2 kids. She was updating me how Ion is fascinating with its basement levels and shops.. How hari raya was a festival that no one can ever miss, becoz of the multitude of malay delicacy that is produce by the family members.. I miss makaning in singapore..

Anyway, this will be a short entry.. Kina lost for words due recent events.. Really need to take sometime to get back myself..

*Forgiving you will mean feeding myself back to into the lions' den. But getting angry at you will only bring back more pain into the whole of issues. Miss you i will be, juz hope that time wun take too long over these period*

Class work!

This is part of my class work for Air Crash Investigation, playing with Lego air planes.. Its actually a pretty neat toy and i actually got a B787 for my birthday last year from some of the guys here.. Can`t wait to build mine and put it up!

Meanwhile, heres my class work... Its still looks pretty good underneath
Final part was to display for awhile to see how fly...

The main part was to crash this aircraft and to find out how it crash. The day was really interesting as i was given a chance to see it crash before the rest of the class start investigating and finding out how it crash. Will try to upload the video soon..

Hopefully, things will be more interesting and i will be able to upload more interesting things on my blog.

Down at the beach

A fren of mine is going back to Singapore for awhile to visit as well as to njoy the gr8 food back home. So we decided to do something out of the ordinary!

We took 3 hours out of our saturday to plan for a a trip to the beach for the late afternoon, couple with camp fire and some beach cooking!

The couple of us with our camp fire...

Guess who is who...??The wave was actually pretty strong as we move out from the coast.

Lighting of the fire.. All natual materials and organic.

Having the sun in my eyes..

Whats going on over there.. haha...

My 3 hours preparation was for the beach cooking.. Marinated some sour plum chicken and made fried rice to be cooked at the beach. Not to bad actually...

Dinner is served...

The clear waters of the ocean juz calm the soul and clear our mind...... How i wish it can..~!

The beautiful sunset as we watching the sun goes down..

Last photo before we leave the beach for the day..

To be continue...