I thou` I could, but I couldn`t

I thou I could, but i couldn`t,

the believe of things will be fine, but it didn`t

exhausting out the energy that encompass in my body to stop me from thinking,

but it never leave my breathe and engulf my mind with thoughts everynite

I thou i could, but i couldn`t

walking down the endless path of no return i pray for the wind to bring my thoughts away,

but it did.. it brought back more memories and illustrated as the clouds flow pass.

I thou i could, but i couldn`t

as i see you once again on the road with another , i thou i cld say "hi",

but i didn`t, only disappointment and confusion rise up to my unbearable action of uncomforted.

This has to stop and this will stop... I thou i could, but i couldn`t...

Few more days and it will be the end of paper for this sem.. Soo need to go back singapore for some fresh air. At least,

maybe things will be easier for me to handle, then here is a little town of Palmy. 17 more day and maybe things will be better..

Maybe this is how i know, i`m a Singaporean..