A year of events...

Almost coming to an end for my 2nd year in Massey Uni, NZ. What a year full of ups and downs. Whole loads of crap that was thrown from everywhere. The good thing is tis year end, i`m not going home with another pair of clutches.

Finally done with all my Nav checks. Took me one whole year but well, at least its done.. Like CPT Ashok said, I`m juz in a zone of bad luck. Need to put that aside and move on. if i can`t, i will always be in it! Next up will be advance handling and sims for single engine. Got to finish my nite flight as well..

2 more mgmt papers to go and another 28 days to heading back to Singapore for awhile. Really miss home. With all these unmemorable hits keep poping through. Head banging, finger licking and gut filling Wala Wala and uXpected gig, here i come.

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"To forgive is the first step in healing" - The last Airbender: Ang

To forget, i can`t.

To forgive is for me to slowly let go till i can see no more

maybe one day i will be able to, maybe...

"Abba Father, I pray for strength to forgive and forget.

I pray for your blessing to take me throu' this as i let go,

you will step in to make all things better!

Father in heaven, i have nothing to give but my sins and unhappiness.

Pray for me and show me the light.. Amen.."

The memories of it all comes back with the sting

Its been ages still i touch my blog and sorrie all who are always reading my updates. I`m sorrie for not writing for the past 6 months and sorrie for no checking in on you guys. Really have been on a rollercoaster ride throu the valley of disappointment to the cliff of happiness...

Anyway, i`m back and will try to stay longer this time round.

Exams are coming up on early next month; time to start doing past papers and reading up on airline stuff.. Flight test will need to happen as well, but weather in palmy is really shit with cloud base as low as 600 feet overcast. Sianz...

Will be coming home soon.. Kina miss Singapore and the friends that have always been there for me. Was speaking to a lady at the pharmacy tis afternoon and much to my surprise, she was from Singapore. She migrated to NZ after marrying an English guy and had 2 kids. She was updating me how Ion is fascinating with its basement levels and shops.. How hari raya was a festival that no one can ever miss, becoz of the multitude of malay delicacy that is produce by the family members.. I miss makaning in singapore..

Anyway, this will be a short entry.. Kina lost for words due recent events.. Really need to take sometime to get back myself..

*Forgiving you will mean feeding myself back to into the lions' den. But getting angry at you will only bring back more pain into the whole of issues. Miss you i will be, juz hope that time wun take too long over these period*