The ending of 2009

Couple more hours to the end of 2009..

A year with lots of different memories and feeling.. There are horrible times n as well as time that is worth keeping in order for one to grow n be a better person.

A testimony to God:

In Nov 2008, i got into a bike accident and broke 4 of my left ribs, bleeding in my spleen, fracture my pelvis in 3 places and lost some feeling on the left potion of my body. The accident was deem a high velocity accident n was lucky that i was left alive. The price i paid to do something i like. Was told to have to stay in hospital for almost a month to fully recover and numerous physio in order walk again and get back home to palmy. The nite of this news in the ICU got be really lost and like a huge rock resting on me.. My beeper went off as i let out a cry to the lord in fear and pain and the nurse stand beside me to make sure the system dun crash or maybe juz incase i needed assistants. Days passed without me being able to get out of the bed. I fought to be discharged as soon as there is a possibility but the only recommendation term the doc can offer is that i have to WALK out of the place by my own, even if its on a clutch. In the coming days i did what i need to with the strength and wisdom from the Lord. In almost 14 days from the point of accident, i proved to the doc and physiotherapy that i can manage to WALK out of the hospital w the clutch. Its truly the grace of GOD that is with me throughout this period of time that gave me what most people needed in the longs time to recover. The Lord's favour have always been on me.. I thank the Lord.. Amen..

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Darkest times i had was in Palmy, with the recovery coming along. Love life was swaying in and out of my grasp. Studies got affected in one way or another but it was part and puzzle of life isn`t it? This relationship have turn me into the past demon as i am. The devil's blood once fill me with every single thots and believes and behaviors. I thot i will no long be able to walk out of it alive.. But the surprising thing was, i did! Number of sleepless nite have coz my body to overwork and hyper cells generated to keep going for hours and days like a energizer bunny. Time, frens and rite topic at times are impt to keep my sanity in check. I thank my brothers and sisters for understanding what had and have to happen.

Back in Singapore.. I tink this summer break that i`m having is kina different and interesting. Why? Becoz, this summer break, i have met up with a couple of brothers and sisters and as well as making lots and lots of new frens along the way. Meeting interesting ppl and forging new frenships. --

Did a camp for dunman sec recently and felt like my youth have sort of return back to me in full.. Love the idea of teach and guiding the younger generation and as well as seeing the ups and downs and nevertheless, the ugly looking T-shirt tan from walking and playing under the sun soo much! Will never forgo the outdoor life i have even when i`m older.. G.O.O.D.J.O.B.. Goodjob! Goodjob!!

Clubbing session was interesting as i got to see how singaporeans actually behave in clubs and as well as the whole package of doing to a club.. The que is horrible as you can take hours juz to get into Butter.. the dress sense of the current generation sort of got me confuse as to whether they know they are in singapore wearing thick jacket for guys and if the girls are parading their assets at the wrong time.. haha.. But maybe its in the name of good fun..

Never feel more alive in the couple of wks i have in singapore compare to the months i had in palmy.. Singapore to me, its really home. The good, the bad and the ugly of it spells out the uniqueness of home.

This is the last entry for 2009 and may 2010 be a better and blessed year for my family and myself! Brothers and Sisters alike be filled with unlimited health and blessing in whatever you guys are doing.. Always keep in touch n there is always a better tml.. Cheers...

Home note..

Been home for a couple of wks now..

How do i know i`m home? Like my previous post abt home.. Another note that i can make now, is when i`m sitting in a bar (Wala Walas) with the crowd all around, having my getting warm beer and a plate of chicken wings. Shirlyn n The Unxpected are playing on the stage with the crowd singing to every songs that is coming out of the speakers.. brothers and sisters chatting away abt work and life in general.. This is home for me.. hahaha.. Weird but it is true..

A wk plus and christmas is here..

Lots to do and lots to think abt!

Warm and hot and sticky day...

I have not seem to find a perfect time to link up with the weather in singapore and let her know that she need to cool off alit! Its still damn freaking hot in the middle of the nite down orchard rd..

We never know how much we have fallen till we turn back and see how high we were once before! So what can we do? Look upon and climb back up again.. Pray for strength and endurance that it will all be easier since you have done it before.. pray that this time round, there will be more support from around and the fall wun be the same way again.. Pray...

Finally back home...

Been back for awhile now...

Haven really consider myself back home till i have attended Church service and link up with all my brothers and sisters. Its an awesome feeling as these are the things that kept me sane and going during all the hardships that i had went through..

Church services was gr8 with being kina blur during the Gen Rav meeting at New creation church level 6. Still kina lost at what is Gen rav really.. Think they are consider the young adults and working class of the church. First few thing that came out of the pastor was abt looking for a life partner for this coming christmas. How i wish and pray if that was that easy. Interesting thing from the pastor was, in order to be fully out of one is to engage in another.. on certain level, that is kina try, provided you are not taking a rebounder. Well, wld be nice to spend christmas with someone i can really show my care and love for besides my family, brothers and sisters. Only if God is willing and if time is rite.. I will be ready for God to plant that seed in the heart and grow. Met up with the braddel care grp, din know the care grp that i one knew have split into 2 section. But we are still under the same church. soo its all good! Ladies from my CG are pretty as well.. haha... Had lunch with my brother and shared alot on what had happened over the past months. Time will tell lahz.. like Senson in his story, God have never left me and he will give back to me more folds then ever before.. Amen...

Meet the brothers and sis in arms for some awesome makan session at ECP.. gosh.. that place is warm ass even if its in the evening. Silly me for wearing a shirt, how wld i know even after a serious period of down pour, the heat still lingers around.. dank.. but the comforting thing wld be the food is still as good. stingray, bbq you tiao, some osyter in chill crab sauce, satay, sugar cane w lemon n some veges.. one of the best meal i ever had after coming back.. Nuthing beats the food in singapore.. This is home once again..

Think i wld seriously need to hit the gym and pool soon to burn of some energy and build back in shape alit to njoy more good food.. More to come with lots of interesting events coming my way.

Back on home ground...

Finally back on familiar grounds.. But kina got abit lost in the terminals as i come off the gates.. haha.. i blame it on the long period of time overseas.

Juz got back from NZ and went str8 to Bedok corner for some hokkien Mee and cheng teng. Its still good after soo long. Somethings dun change, which is awesome for me! Can`t wait to taste the rest of the food that i have been dreaming of.

Manage to link up with Shai and have a day event at fairway club. Haven`t been in the teambuilding event for the longest time. But it was an interesting day, catch with with some of the more familiar trainners and have a cute eye candy for the day! haha.. Good girls are worth looking at.

Clubs in singapore these days are filled with ppl, phuture was still having problems with its massive crowd and ppl fighting.. what a night. Will be going to Walas tonite.. hope its juz as fun..